
eye of wisdommm <3
I Hate Amanda..She was suppose to be a friend somebody olderthat I can look uo to now im back to phrase one where I dont have any FRIENDS. I mean is It mean or am I just not a friend maker kind of person. It seems like every stinking word that I Didnt mean to say to my mom is coming right back to me to somebody I trust and who was way wiser then me and can insight me to what boys think and want. But now how I see it shes a BITCH! I was just being my normal self in Drive-thru and she was running for me and she has the nerve to say when I was telling her “hurry up” she has the nerve to say “If you keep screaming at me Im gonna scream a you” & when I saw her stepfather bring her platter in back booth when she wasnt suppose to eat and I told her jokely “I saw your stepdad bring that platter to you” she said to me Actually im ot eating so mind your business….that shook me and made me think.. WHO NEEDS FRIENDDDDSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((.
I sometimes like working here only because I get to see him everyday,but its differently not an obession…I go back to school next week on August,31,2011 im so scared because one I dont have braces on to make me feel confident…..but anyways im just gonna have to smile with my mouth close. At work was usual customers and co-workers flying all over the place I was my usual self beautiful and did verything perfect I change my name TAG to NIA just so if anyone wants to report my beautiful behavior I wont be fired. My mom was sceaming and acting VERY different like other moms who you work with she was more like my BOSS then my mom today. but hopefully he makes my today okay.
Feeling the pressure to fit in is something I’ve had to go through and most likely im not suprised that the bitches and iggnorant students,skanks and yergs are not the half the problem of why this beginning of a new year and a new time for me to be revised…is not something I wasnt really planning on until and unfortunate note came my way through the WORLD WIDE WEB actually making eveyone know that I am the unpopular big lip girl that has never made any friends or is two grades behind and mostly likely I focused that through my rearview mirror.